I have been afraid to write for awhile as many people I know have been verbally "attacked" by a cowardly annonymus commentor on their blog. I say that if you don't have the guts or balls to leave your name then you don't deserve to comment.
- Anyway I have been having a rough go these past few months wondering if motherhood really IS the best job there is. It definately is the HARDEST. But lately my kids have been giving me a run for my money. Love'em to bits but sometimes I wish i could really just get away from it all.
- I have been having a hard time dealing some choices that Sean has been making. It is tough when the love of your life, best friend etc.is making bad choices. Hard when you know the true person they are and they try to be someone different. Hard when they think the person they are "showing" the world is the real them and you know different. Hard to know they still believe and have a testimony, but hide it. Hard because our arguements are always the same. I wish that I could really make him see how I feel about it instead of having the same arguement all the time. I just don't know what it would take to do it. I want him to stop drinking partly because it upsets me but mostly beacuse he is a diabetic and SHOULDN'T be drinking PERIOD. I love him and want to keep him around for a long time.
- I have been working out like a mad woman,, doing the P90X challenge, so I should be getting buff here in a few weeks. This time around is my second go at it. The first time I did the lean routine and lost a bunch of inches, so after a few attempts at starting it again I am now commited to doing the classic routine. I am looking forward to seeing awesome resluts. I may even go as far as posting before and after pics, that is if I am brave enough.
- Micha is LOVING french emmersion and I am looking forward to enrolling Logan in the same school on Monday. The cut off here is Feb so he, being a Dec baby will be one of the youngest in his class, but he is SO ready for it. Should prove to be interesting. I just hope that I am lucky enough to be able to enroll him in the AM class.
that's it for now I will fill you in on more happenings later when I am not so tired and worn out.
2 comments:
sorry to hear you are having a hard time. its never easy dealing with all that.
And i cant believe people are leaving nasty comments! you can set it so all comments have to be approved before they are posted. Thats what I have. That way no nasty comments will make it to the board.
Good luck with everything this year! You'll get through it. :)
Hey Tara.... I'm sorry to hear that you're having some troubles. My hubby and I are not active in the church and it really has been the best choice for us. I know that you have very strong beliefs and am happy for you if that is where you find your happiness.
That being said, we have all known Sean for a long time and the struggles that he has had in his life. I believe that people can change but, having the extensive background info that you had on Sean....all of that is who he is and reasons for why you fell in love with him. Even though he is making choices that you do not approve of, I'm guessing that he is still a great husband and father and I think you need to pick your battles. I'm sure he knows that you do not approve, and I doubt that it brings him happiness....but I dont think you want to spend the rest of your life fighting with him. I hope I am not out of place - and I'm probably offering some unasked for advice.
I hope that things work out for you guys =)
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